So Af is due tomorrow and I was holding out hope that I might be pregnant even though my test this morning was negative, but then I started having that dark red/brown spotting that comes right before AF. Looks like she will be right on time. I'm really torn about how I feel. I mean I'm obviously a little disappointed because we WANT. Another baby, but at the same time my 2yr old is SO absolutely in the thick of "the terrible twos" that I'm sort of glad that I'm not pregnant yet. She is turning out to be a great form of birth control all on her own! I know it is just a phase and we will get through it, I'm just really intimidated by the thought of having a "terrifying three" and a newborn! When I do get pregnant I know I will be extatic, I just hope and pray my daughter has passed this phase by then! Anyone else have mixed emotions hen they realize they aren't pregnant? I'm an odd dick so I won't be surprised if I'm the only one ;)