Feeling low :(

Samie • Samie, 22, University Student, Fiancée to Adam, mummy to Lilly Jayne & expecting baba number two in August :)
I definitely don't think it's our month this month.
​Currently 9dpo and not feeling anything!
​Every other time I've been pregnant I've either just known or felt different/out of sorts.
​Feeling really negative ? why is this so hard!?