What made you ladies decide to have your little bundles of joy? Because now I feel at my lowest I have in my life because I'm not so sure I want to go through with this pregnancy. My boyfriend is being a jerk and he keeps giving me signs he doesn't want the baby even though he says differently. I already have a 5 year old and I'm a single mom I don't want to do it again with another child alone. My mother did it and I'm so thankful she had me and my brother, but it's hard for single mothers. I'm so confused I don't mean to upset anyone because I know some ladies had have fertility issues but I just don't know who to turn to anymore ?