Really?!?!? Ugh!!!!!!!!!!!!

Why?!? Why can I not get pregnant!? My friend just had a baby... Has two kids already and thinks she's pregnant again... Doesn't have money to take care of these kids and her s/o is the only one who works and is a drunk who may lose his job!!! She doesn't even want to get pregnant again... And I can't even get pregnant with one baby?!?!? Why is life so unfair and cruel!!!?