First Kiss Conflict

Hello everyone! I am a 16 year old girl who has not had her first kiss yet. I know most/all of you are going to say, "just wait, it will be better with someone special." But part of me says to wait for someone special, and the other half of me wants to get it over with. I am a heavy girl, so unfortunately not many boys are interested me- I know it's what's on the inside that matters, I'm just speaking from personal experience.) if there is any advice on how to speed up my first kiss or what to do, I would appreciate it (: