Suffering depression

Any1 else out there feeling the way i do. All my life iv delt with depression. When i was younger i used 2 hear voices n cry for days for no reason what so ever. These days i find it hard 2 tidy up my flat n im trying to loose weight buh i keep on scoffing crap foods n after i eat i feel so horrible about myself. Iv been given anti depressents last year but they made me worse. Iv terrible mood swings too im suprissed that my boyfriend hasnt ran a mile lol. Comment if u feel this way