​I've been with my partner comming up 10 years. I have suffered severe depression in the past and have probably been fine for the last 4 years or so with no medication. But lately I feel like in slipping back into a mild/ moderate depressive state. I just had a week of work (because I could) and even thought I wanted to get up and do stuff I really couldn't be bothered (amongst other signs and symptoms) so in the past 14 months or so my partner and I have decided to see what would happen if we get a bfp we get a bfp of not then so be it. But the last 2 months we have really started to put an effort in. ( I've wanted children for as long as I can remember since I was 16) so I'm really happy myy partner is on board now. I'm worried if I go to the doc and talk about mental health issues that the doc and my partner will want us to stop ttc.  I don't want to get worse mentally but I've wanted this for ever. Pls help. But don't judge. 

​Thankyou in advance i have no one I feel I can talk to.