Friends...

I wish I had loyal friends like off the walking dead show. They have each others back, they listen and don't judge. I used to have that but then they all just disappeared since I had my daughter 5 years ago and since I moved to Kansas. I've been so busy making a life, I feel like I'm not living it to the fullest. I am so insecure with how I look and my husband doesn't make it any better. With bombshell babes saved as his PS3 background. I think he wished I looked like that. Just really sucks. Anyone here have the same problem?