Wary: Warning- Emotional

K
My husband and I have never used birth control. Upon our second wedding anniversary 11-03-14, I can't help but feel heartbroken. We haven't gotten pregnant once. His sister " accidentally" got pregnant. 
It's really starting to take a mental toll on me. I got another BFN today. I've lightly bled for four days as in spotting and like a tsp. Not a period flow. With brown discharge. With my BFN this morning, I am scared at 24 that I am going into perimenopause. All of my labs come back normal. But hey, life is unfair and I've done everything "right" for whatever that means. I've only had one partner, I got married, graduated college, got into a career, and that all means nothing to me if I can't be a woman and give life. 
​Sorry for the depressed vent. I'm just tired of believing every month that it could finally happen. The depression is real.