We are TTC #1 and just finished month 2. AF just came today and I am so bummed out. I was nauseous last night and got my hopes up even though I told myself not to. I know we're so early in the game and everyone keeps telling me to chill but I can't help feeling a sense of dread that this is going to take a long time. I have no idea if it will take 3 months or 2 years but I am just so afraid that it will take a long time. I have really bad anxiety and I know it doesn't help to stress but my mind just automatically goes to worst case scenerio. It's just how I work. Wish I could turn it off and enjoy TTC but I just want more than anything to be a mom and I am already finding TTC exhausting. I have a friend who is pregnant and I am so so happy for her but seeing her with her adorable bump just hurts sometimes.