Pregnancy alone

So my boyfriend and I have only been together for a little over a month. We've been friends for a while . We recently broke up & I haven't gotten my period since August.  He knows I'm having sharp pains in my side and have been getting sick . I don't believe in abortion. In just scared how am I going to do this alone . Let alone his crazy EXS that don't leave him alone. I always feel like I'm in compote on with them. Please give me inout . Please  and thank you