The moment you're out without being out...

Mrs.Orth • Got married 10/11/2014. Mommy of an 13 year old and 1 year old!
I am pretty sure I'm out even though AF is a no show. Cycle Day 36. 5 neg hpts. First cycle off birth control. I'm so frustrated because I have no sense of direction as to where the heck my journey will go. :(