Never a a kicking in!

Adele • 27. TTC baby #1 for 11 months, born July 2015. TTC baby #2 since march 2016 BFP Aug 2017 MC at 5 weeks BFP Oct 2017 🌈 Rainbow baby due July 2018🌈
Okay now the nerves are starting to kick in! I got my bfp and 12dpo and they have only been getting stronger! So happy! But I've gone through so much to get here and now I'm terribly frightened of having a MC!! I'm praying to God that our struggle was actually falling pregnant and that the pregnancy will be fine!! Anyone else have these feelings! I'm not stressed my self out over it or anything just scared to get excited if that makes sense?