After over a week of bleeding, I think I finally miscarried today. This is my third miscarriage this year and fourth miscarriage total. Never ever imagined I'd have problems having a baby. I've wanted children so bad my whole life and no one else in my family has had these troubles. Now after the fourth, I'm starting to doubt it's going to happen for us. We had blood testing after the third and all that showed was a MTHFR mutation, so I was on a supplement for that and I still miscarried. We're going to get genetic testing next year when our deductible rolls over, but what if they find nothing? When do we draw the line? This has been so frustrating and heartbreaking, and I know it's really hurting my husband which makes it even harder for me. :(

I seriously don't know what to do any more. I can't bare seeing pregnant people all around me. I don't know why they can have healthy pregnancies and I can't. Life certainly is not fair....