Never been so excited for AF!

Jackie • wife | mama x 3 | life luvah | 🌈 due 1•1•2020
I had an appt scheduled today with my dr to start Provera (I stopped bc mid pack and was SUPER late) so they wanted to jump start my period. BUT I ended up getting AF this Sunday ? I have never been so happy to start a cycle lol 
Now hubby is kinda on the fence about ttc (this will be our 4th). So I'm all over the place with my emotions. It's a decision we both have to make, but I feel like I will be heartbroken if he doesn't want to try for another, I don't know how I could get over that.