Monday bfn!! Af due tomorrow

I got an evap on Saturday that totally screwed with me!! I mean it was a very pink evap!! But took 2 first response that didn't have the slightest bit of a second line.. af due tomorrow.. but the 30th according to another app.... I'm so frustrated! Why is ttc so hard????

I'm just going to calm myself and assume af is on her way. Cheers to the next cycle ladies & happy Monday!