I'm seeing an RE next month and I have mixed feelings. I'm sad because I know the issue is with me and not him as he has two children. I have normal cycles, normal blood work, normal HSG. What the HELL is wrong?  This is taking over my life. I'm sad all the time. Can't go to baby showers or children's birthday parties. I'm really starting to thing maybe it's not in the cards for me to have kids. :-(