anniversary

so @12 it will be me and my bf 2 year anniversary and it's crazy to say but I don't remember one happy moment we shared this year, we been through hell and back and all over again. this get good then bad, recently things started moving into place but you can say couple minutes ago we had a bad argument.. he hates being wrong and he always thinks I'm triggering him at something. our anniversary just doesn't feel special anymore ?