I really want to say this up front I am truly happy for those who are pregnant I really am however where work there are at least ten to fifteen ladies pregnant and two more told me today I crochet and make baby blankets but every time I see one especially those who don't even want them for real I just want to cry as it just makes me feel less than what they do with next to no effort we struggle weekly, monthly, and yearly to achieve if it happens at all just tired of being so sad all the time it doesn't help not having anyone to talk to my so doesn't say much he thinks i overreact to the situation but i don't think he understands how much it hurts