BFN vent

Drella
So yesterday I had a bfn followed my AF coming a few hours later. Been ttc#1 for 14 cycles. I was very emotional but kept back my tears while at work. I thought I was over it by the end of the day. I find myself writing baby names that I've picked out and nearly in tears. BFNs have never affected me this bad before. I'm just so sad over this.