So depressed

AF was five days late. I'm never late. I thought my day had finally arrived. Now I have my period and it's really heavy, with lots of blood clots. I think I miscarried. This early in the process it's probably not even called a miscaragie. I'm so depressed. I don't have the energy to do this anymore. I want a second child so badly, but if my body won't then there is nothing I can do. I'm sorry but I'm just so broken hearted I needed to vent.