Need a Cycle Buddy!

Karli • My husband and I are TTC baby #2!!! We have a beautiful little 2 year boy 💙💚
This is our 6th month of trying :/ every month gets harder and harder...... I'm looking for a cycle buddy to help me through this. I'm at the point where I think I would fall over if I got a BFP!  Lol.... I think I've gone through 20+ boxes of pregnancy test in the last 6 months.  AF is expected on Nov. 19 for me, I had my period twice in Oct. and I haven't hit a + OPK test yet.  Am I the only one out there?!?!