All in my head?

Lita
Been trying to have a baby and for the past month we have only been able to see each other on weekends. So I know that reduces it by a lot but i don't know if all of this stuff in my head or if it's really happening and I'm torn between hey maybe I should take a test but I don't want to get my hopes up and be let down...ugh! I don't know what to do!