Question and I need help please...

Samantha • Mommy to an amazing 5 year old little boy! Trying for baby #2 ❤️
I came off birth control back in September and had a period start on September 22nd. I haven't had a period or a positive pregnancy test since! I took an ovulation test back in October and it said I ovulated on October 4th and 5th but that couldn't be right if I still haven't had a period. I'm going crazy and my obgyn's office said not to come in till the end of the month if I still haven't started or got a positive test. I don't want to wait that long! I want to be able to start trying again. I want my BFP and to be excited. I had a miscarriage in January of 2013 and went into a state of depression and I'm starting to feel that way again. Not looking at babies and being hurt when I hear someone else other than me is pregnant. I know that isn't right and this is really starting to get to me. What should I do?!?!