Can't sleep ?

So my periods due today & even tho it's only midnight where I am I haven't even spotted a lil like I usually do . I'm taking a hpt in the morning but I'm so nervous & anxious ? I don't want to see a negative it will really hurt my feelings . I have this weird feeling that I am but I mean who doesn't when their actively trying ? I just need some sleep , but have too much on my mind ?