I miscarried 1st in December on Christmas <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.eve">Eve</a> last year. I

t was so hard on me & my husband & it made it worse being away from our 2 boys on Christmas.

Went back a few days later so they could make sure all was well & found I was pregnant with another baby. I got pregnant with twins.

I was sad & miserable about the other baby but hopeful that all would be ok with this baby. It wasn't meant to be lost my 2nd baby in February! Broke me down & I felt so lost not once but twice I lost part of me. I fell into a dark place with no hope on my side it seemed. I battled depression badly. I wanted to just disappear.

My husband & 2 boys kept at me & kept me going. It was a long 7 month battle but I can finally say I found peace & let go. God had something for those 2 babies & I will always hold onto that. My family & friends helped me through it all & I can finally say I'm happy & hopeful again.

I finally decided to give it a try. I saw a friend of mine with her baby girl & it made me want 1. Having 2 boys some purple would be awesome. It's my favorite color. So hoping & praying I get a sweet little blessing of joy.

I'll be happy with whatever I get but praying for & little girl & keeping my fingers crossed. Best Wishes to all of you out there trying for a little bundle of baby joy! : )