Losing my shit

Km • 27. Married 5 years. Our daughter Stella Claire is our entire world. Born Nov 15. 2015. Pregnant with #2 due in April.
I'm about one pregnancy announcement from losing my shit. 15 friends who are pregnant. Mostly unplanned and their second or third..It's driving me insane! Whyyyy can't I have just one?! 2nd day of fertile window -- using preseed and popping maca, b6, evening primose and prenatals like candy. Crossing fingers it'll finalllly be our month! ?