I feel sooo alone in my marriage. We used to be close. He'd tell me if he was going anywhere, or if he was bringing someone home with him, or what was going on at work...I mean everything!!!

For the last three months though, it's been the complete opposite. He's taking calls in private (claiming there's too much noise), keeping his screen away from me while he's texting (claiming he's just playing games), and doing things that he KNOWS is suspicious (claiming he's just sooooo stressed about work). I've tried to talk to him several times and it just seems to get worse.

He went out with his father, for the second time this week, to the local bar. He "hasn't seen him in over 8 months, and doesn't know when he'll see him again." Well its been over 6 years since I last saw my sister, and over 10 years since I seen my dad last. But it's alright because his dad came to town just to see him????

And when I ask for just ONE day away for myself, I get this????

"Yea all I ask is for some time too after busting my Ass for almost 45 days straight at work so you and the kids have a roof over your head but that ain't good enough "

And this???

" If that is the way you are going to be that is fine shit I am on vacation and was suppose to be out of town all week anyways "

I'm a stay at home mother... so do I get a day off?!?!?! No!!!!! I bust my butt too, but do I get a simple "thank you"????? Hell no!!!!!! What does he do to thank me?????

" You are f eating mad I am with my dad i told my dad i would never let another woman come between me and him "

So now I'm getting between him and his dad?!?! All I asked for was a day!! One single day, where I don't have to worry about what we're going to eat. One day, where I dodn't have to clean up after eveyone. One day, to be free of all my thoughts. One day, to be stress free!! One day, where I'm not a "f eating" SLAVE IN MY OWN HOUSE!!!!!!! One day!!!!!

Oh but because it just happens to be the first day of gun season, then I'm being selfish!!!!

Am I??? What do you think???