Im married to the love of my life. So far its been 7 months. But we have been together for a year. Everything between us is amazingly perfect. But recently someone came back to my life. Ive know this guy for about 4 years. We were sooo close to each other. It was like love at first sight.. We couldnt stand being away from each other not for one minute. We will do anything together.. Everytime we see eAch other it is the same exact feeling from when we first layed eyes on each other.. Then life took its course. I continued with school and we separated for a little and then reconnected but the feelings never went away.. It actually became more then what we felt... And then separated again bc i got married... But now we reconnected again.. And i we really never lost love for each other he only trusts me and he cant tell anyone anything but me..... But now i feel guilty talking to him bc im madly in love with my husband.. Were best friends also not just in love.. But yet i cant go a day without thinking about him.. What is this? What does this mean? Is it normal to still love someone so much while youre on love with someone youve always dreamed of? Im really confused ...  :(