So my boyfriend asked me once if I wanted to give him a blowjob and ihad a panic attack because my friend who sexually assulted me tried to force me to do that and he soad im not going to force you to do anything you don't want to. He asked again a few weeks later nad I didn't freak out but just was shaking and said im scared. Then last week he asked ife could go down on me and i was shaking and saying im just scared. What do I do to not be scared so I can be able to do that.