I have always had a cum fetish, but that aside, for the past 5 YEARS I have believed I had conseption issues or been infertile. I have cried and been heart broken over it, and he's held and comforted me and assured me nothings wrong. Not that I believed him, it's not like I have cash to have these things tested. He up and randomly tells me he's been faking so I wouldn't get pregnant. LIKE ITS NO BIG DEAL. It stunned me of course, this is something I thought about everyday. Then I exploded into tears. He says because he knew I enjoyed it. Surely I have a right to be pissed. I've been thinking I could never have children for 5 of the 9 years we've been together.