For awhile now I've been feeling this emptiness when I'm around him. I feel so lonely in his presence. When I try to communicate all the words come out wrong and I get left feeling stupid, quilty and even more alone. Sometimes there's that spark... But as soon as it came it's gone. There's a sense of anxiety when I try to leave but some how I just feel it's the attachment that I'm feeling. You know, I've been with this person so long...  I guess I just needed to let this out, so I wouldn't feel so alone.