Crushed

It was either 3 fluke tests or a chem. or my hormones are crazy again. My first was fmu faint line, others were fmu Neg. Yesterday took one fmu neg.  noon and 5pm all darker. Just like last time, my hormones are higher at night. Idk I feel like the tests are lies, and I'm not pregnant but I am pregnant. I'm so confused. Cant get in to my doc or two back up docs for a few weeks