Feeling sad :-(

We are in month 2 of TTC. I got my first positive opk on Saturday so we BD... i got ovulation pain and my third positive opk yesterday (Monday) so I attempted to seduce the hubby last night but he clearly wasn't in the mood (he's always in the mood! Even straight after lol), though to be fair he had a really long day of work.

I'm really upset cause I was really getting my hopes up for getting a BFP for Xmas and now I feel like I'm out before my TWW has even started.

(Just so u know I'm not worried about him not finding me attractive or not wanting to TTC cause I know for certain both these are not the case... i just feel really disappointed that this month is not going to be our month.)

Rant over :,(