My first year of college been extremely up and downs I had fun but I also made some mistakes and I also have a problem with my family and my relationship. yes it's sound like a typical problem but it's a big deal to me because it's effecting my education. I don't have anyone I can talk to, when I tried to talk to someone they didn't care enough to pay attention and my old friends are far from me. When I tried to talk to my parents we all just got into a big argument. I feel like for the past couple weeks I been very depressed and unproductive, college just not as happy as it was couple months ago. I can't think of anything else other than problems and For the past couple days I been locking myself in my room because I just feel safe and there is nothing else better to do and no one to talk to. I just cried myself to sleep every night. What should I do? I'm considering a thorapist but the price is just so high.