Feeling down:.(

Kelsie • Only have a baby in heaven hoping this time is my time to become a mommy! Been over 2 years
Its almost been a year since we got pregnant! I didnt even know i was pregnat the morning i woke up with indescribable pain. And to find out i was experiencing a mc was very devastating! Im young but i know my purpose on earth is to be a mommy, and to have that taken from me in seconds it seemed like made my world dark. We have been trying again for almost 6 months and its not happening im feeling like that dark place is getting close again and im not sure how to face this. Anyone else experience these feelings close to a year after ur mc? Tia