My TTC issues
I believe I have somewhat of a TTC issue because I was on birth control since I was 16 and I had taken it out 6 months ago. I'm 23 now & out of everyone in my family I'm the only girl who hasn't born a child in my teenage years. My sister, my mom, all of my aunts and both grandmothers have all been teen moms. I didn't want that for me so I protected myself with birth control. But now I think I was on it for too long. Also before the birth control I discovered at 15 that I had non cancerous cysts in my ovaries. It cause me to spike a fever every hour or 2 I couldn't eat or sleep either. Then at 17, I had contracted the stomach flu. My doctor told me to test for a pregnancy before she prescribes me anti-vomiting/anti-nausea meds because it could make me bleed down there causing a miscarriage. I disregarded what she told me to do because I was around my mother & I didn't want her think things since I was only a teen. Besides we didn't get a long back then so I was too uncomfortable to take a pregnancy test with her prescense.
And last but not least, about 2 years ago I had contracted an std called trichmonoasis. I got into a new relationship right after my ex put his hands on me & I never saw him again afterwards. I didn't know I had given my new bf an std. I had more symptoms than he did but I thought it was a yeast infection until I had a Pap smear. Then I realized my ex gave it to me after he was cheating on me.
So I haven't talked to anyone close to me about my TTC issues because I think that it's all my fault & I think my friends and family would agree. I face a lot of criticism on a daily & I don't have a lot of support so I'm doing this by myself.
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