I'm 11 DPO... Scared to test

So AF was due today per ovia, but Glow says 11/30.  So I have not bought a test because I don't want to waste money.  This was my first month using opks so I'm definitely anxious to know.   Im gonna wait until Sunday and see what happens.  No major symptoms yet.  I was very irritable and tired yesterday but I know that PMS can mimick pregnancy symptoms.  No major symptoms today either.  I was anxious for the TWw to be over, but now I'm too scared to test.  ?. I've symptom spotted so much that I can't even do it anymore.   Lmao.