? feeling sad today.

So, all week I had this good feeling that this would be our month to have conceived! I was excited to take a test in the next few days. Last night someone we know announced that they're expecting baby #4. We are thrilled for them but it does sting a little since we've been trying for awhile now with no luck and are waiting patiently. This morning I woke up to AF rearing her ugly head! So, I'm bummed about it. Then, to top it all off, ANOTHER friend announces this morning that she's pregnant! I'm not the jealous type so I think I'm just more upset at myself. I feel like I'm broken or something. I wish I knew what I needed to do to give my husband his first baby and start our family. I know I'm not alone in all this. Just wanted to share!