9months and counting!

I wish this was a happy post about how in 9 month I will be expecting a little bundle of joy... Unfortunately this is 9months of TTC with no luck what so ever... Suppose to get AF in two days started pink spotting last night and today ? this sucks.... It will be 4 or more months before I can get in to see a Dr to check to see what is wrong and if I have endo... Which I'm sure I do because everyone in my family has it on both sides! Then I will probably have to have surgery and wait til I heal to TTC again... While people around me are getting pregnant to "save their relationship" or "keep my bf in my life"

I hate how unfair life can be...

Sorry end rant ?