I've had a rough night, remembering my miscarriage and I wanted to share a letter I wrote for my baby. I just wanted to share it with people who aren't tired of me talking about it. Feel free to share your letters, or thoughts!

I only knew of you for a few weeks. I never got to see you, never got to hold you or touch you, I never even knew your name! but you captured my heart, and I love you so dearly, so much. Like only a mother could!

In a moments breath you were gone, taken from this world, and my arms. My heart broke into a thousands pieces. Shattered, never to be the same as it once was. The pieces that have found their place just keep falling out, and there's nothing I can do.

As I lay in my bed, your father beside me, I remember that night, and I selfishly long for you back here with me. I know that can't happen, and I know you're safe in heaven with Jesus. I know you're great grandpa's and grandma are playing with you, and you're great uncles and aunts are keeping an eye on you holding you tightly for me until I can finally meet you, and hold you for the first time!

I love you my baby! I did the minute I knew, and I will until I can finally see you for the first time!