So my glowthorts in TTC crime

Real
So I know it's to early to test but I did and I got a BFN but for some reason I'm not upset like I would usually be. Now I'm not a 100% sure why I'm not crying like a baby because normally I would be. Maybe it's because I have gotten so many BFN that my body and mind has become ok with it idk. I have stopped all the extra stuff and justd had sex never paying that much mind to any of my days. Tho on a side not I lost 10lbs oh yea get it lol. So I think it may be time to see someone about my broken lady parts. I've been just messaging back and forth with the doctor so I guess it time to go see her fun fun