CD13, not ready for 2ww

Aimee • TTC #1
Hi all, I'm cd 13 and not feeling prepared for the anxious two week wait, let alone a possible BFN. Have been TTC 1 year + and had an early MC in Oct (felt in disbelief that a MC happened after having tried for over a year) Any similar stories? Any one else feel emotionally drained but so invested? How do you stay positive?