Thinking about others

I'm pretty selfish I'm upset and down because I want a baby so much with my partner but because last year I went on depo it's messed all my periods and ovulation up... But that was my choice. I'm thinking about them partners who really would could for a baby but can't have them naturally it must really hurt. For a woman to be told she will never conceive because it's a woman dream too. And I feel sorry for myself because it's not happening yet but they will know it will never happen. Pretty sad. It's like been punished. Or when woman go throughout there hole pregnancy and then have a still born. This is an awful status but just thinking about then women.. How jealous and upset they will be. I want a baby so much and I know It will happen.. Don't u guys ever think like this xx