I feel like I'm out ...

Tara • Happy wife and mother to a beautiful baby girl born 09/15!
Hi everyone! I feel like I am out for this month. AF is supposed to show her ugly face 12-9 and I feel like she may even come sooner. I am crampy and tmi but having to go #2 a lot. I was feeling so positive about this month. ? do any of you ever feel like this?