Going crazy!!

I hate not knowing what's going on!! I have baby on the brain all the time...tell me I'm not alone! Haha I had my period Oct 31-Nov 3 I started my BCP that Sunday but 2 days into it my husband said we could start TTC so I dropped them cold turkey I ended up having some bleeding/spotting Nov 8-10 Just by testing my CM I was thinking I ovulated as if the second bleeding didn't happen If that were the case AF would have been here Friday, but if I did have another period I wouldn't get AF until next Friday I took 2 tests (one last Tuesday and one Sat) both BFN Now I'm thinking I ovulated later since AF isn't here yet Sorry if that was confusing I just wish I knew!! And didn't feel like a crazy lady!!