AF due 16th cycle buddy/ rant

Adena
My cycles go from 29 days to 35 days I hit 30-32 days often but there is no guarantee and AF is due the 16th ;) and here comes my rant, at the end of Feb. 2014 my SO said we didn't need to prevent getting pregnant after not pulling out twice in one week which is our normal and he new I was in my fertile window, So I was very excited. The next week we went on 4 day Vacation and we had a little ruff and tumble the first night there he started acting weird and didn't touch me again for a month. A few days after we got back I found out that his twin brothers SO of a year was pregnant (we had been together close to 4 years at that point) I was excited for her shocked but excited. A few days later my SO said if I was pregnant we would be well enough off that I could take work off for a year 2 days later if I wasn't then it wasn't going to happen for 6 months 3 days later he just flat out told it wasn't happening for ATLEAST a year. I was devastated. A couple if months went by and his brother got engaged then married 2 months later their reception was a small affair in my backyard. It was their 2nd marriage for both. I spiraled out and had emotional issues and my SO gave me my space. Fast forward and I'm doing much better and shortly after things started looking up. We were driving to a Stl Cardinal game talking about lunch and he busts out with "we should try" I'm  completely confused so he says for a baby. So for the last 2 1/2 months we have been trying SO EXCITED! I think we have our timing down first month there was alit of stress multiple family members in the hospital and work so it didn't take we brushed it off and went again for this month. He didn't make his nightly deposits as much this month but I think we had good timing for those that we did. I'm 7-9 dpo and I've been having breakouts, nausea, breasts feel slightly fuller, sinuses congested and nips get tingly every now and then the last 3 days. I work in an OB/GYN office and don't want to pester the crap out if my Dr. And I really do try to keep a level head about all of it. I've read so many things about symptoms so I'm wiping out what I know and putting it to the group could I be pregnant?
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