And the waiting begins to see if this month will bring baby.

So once again here comes the dreadful wait of will I get my period this month or will I finally be pregnant. Does anyone else get really bad anxiety and search over and over the early pregnancy signs and drive yourself nuts thinking oh maybe I have this symptom and oh I have this symptom only to be disappointed in the end and end up not being pregnant. I have been trying for a year now and nothing. How do you get your mind off it and stop stressing out? I literally have no control over it so I need to stop. I'm really hoping this time I am because I would find out a few days before Christmas and it would make the best gift for my bf. Wish me luck!