You know that moment...

When you have multiple dreams about your crush and it makes you believe you have a chance. But when you see him you're reminded it'll never happen?
 Simply because you're shy and he's outgoing. He has tons of popular friends and you don't really have any. When you look at him, you long for him to look at you and smile. Thinking when you look away he looks at you, wishing you'd be the center of his attention. Hoping to be that girl of his dreams and that he'll figure it out, that you and him where meant to be. 
In reality, whenever you come around he looks the other way. When he passes you he tries to put as much space between you two as possible. Moves whenever you're near him. Acts like you don't exist. Overlooks you in a crowd. Says 'hi' to everyone in the room but you. Etc..
It leaves you wondering... "Does he know I like him?". 
Well yeah... I am going through it too... ANDDD it sucks.