To leave or not??

Ok so it turns out my life isn't as perfect as I like to make it out to be. And I'm not sure why he just snapped but he did. I have a room at a local shelter right now! He isn't always like this but I'm guessing with the stress of Christmas he snapped anyways I don't want to go back because my children are scared and I know this isn't right but at the same time he has all the Christmas presents for them and there's no way I can do it. And if I made my situation public I would lose my job and although part time it's a very good Job that could turn Into a good carrer! So I don't know do I stay in a shelter for Christmas? But than they will also have to be told well no theirs no Santa because obviously he controlled all the money and most of it was his anyways he owns the business not me I work maybe 10 hrs a week and take care of the children! Anyways I'm so tired of pretending my life is perfect on facebook here and in real life everyday! Blaaa so frustrated wish he had waited until after Christmas to do this:(  I know everyone is going to say just stay at shelter Christmas isn't about presents! We'll it's not no but how do you tell children this ! And how do you say ok we'll now he's taken away your home and Christmas blaaaaa life sucks if it wasn't Christmas I obviously wouldn't be worried and wouldn't even have to make a choice! I just hope some can realize this and give me some helpful advise not tell me how wrong I  I've been told that enough for now thanks 

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